Embarking on a new adventure

Saw you for the first time today. You are so tiny, just 1 cm in length. Although I dont know you much yet, I was so worried about your health and your wellness. Once I saw you, my eyes filled with tears thinking that you are safe and healthy and I dont need to worry much anymore.

Listening to your heartbeat only made my tears pour down and when your DD came in to see you, he was super worried that something was wrong because I was crying. Only after the doc told him that they were happy tears, he relaxed a bit. Poor thing, he must have been stressed out.

We were both very happy to see you and we rejoiced. All the pains and discomforts from past days were forgotten. We shared the news with close friends and family and ate sweets. Everyone was happy to hear the news. Everyone is waiting for your arrival.

A new adventure begins hereby for me. Eating more healthy foods, worrying about you first and foremost and even more than worrying about my health. That is going to be my new job. And your DD's job is to worry about me :P Hope he does.

Doc described you as my "bright" baby. I wish all the brightness in your life and I wish you will be the brightness in our lives too :)

- So

First Pregnancy Test

Bought a HPT yesterday and wanted to test it today the first thing after I wake up.

Forgot to test as soon as I woke up. I then tested in the afternoon to see if there was something. I was very anxious and waited right near the kit, to see if the result would show something good.

ALAS, seems like I am not pregnant yet. But they suggest to test after a week from the first one. So if I am still running late by then, I will prolly take the test again, before going to the doc.

Sh tells me not to lose hopes since it is not completely negative yet.

Keeping up hopes.
- So

TTC (Trying to conceive)

Feb 28th 2013

We have been trying to conceive and I just wanted to start a journal to jot down some memories of these days.

We were married on Nov 23rd, 2003. So we have currently completed 9 yrs of marriage and into our 10th yr. We finally decided it was time to move on with our life and to add another teeny tiny being into it :) So we have been trying since last month (Jan 2013).

I am currently 2 days late and very hopeful that I might be pregnant. But then, I was late by 4 days last month, and I wasn't pregnant. So I am not keeping high hopes.

I will be taking a home pregnancy test on March 1st (tomorrow) to see the result. This will be my first pregnancy test. Keeping fingers crossed.

- So